You Evil Lady!

AF.....you evil lady....why did you have to make a visit this month?? GRRR!!! CD 1, month 19 starts today. Maybe some lovin' this month will make a Thanksgiving "turkey" in my oven! Haha!

I hate One-Liners

I will admit that I went ahead and bought a 2 pack of FRER tests to use today b/c it's really close to AF and those tests are so sensitive that they have always picked up my pregnancies early on....so I took one today and got a BFN....I hate the one-liners. They suck. I just really wanted to see two pink lines on that test and almost had that feeling of I knew I would, but it was sad not to. I know that technically there's always a chance until AF shows, but the 4 times we've been pregnant, I've always gotten at least a faint positive on these tests a few days before AF was due. I thought that since last night I had sore boobs and that I've been feeling tired that it was a good sign, but I guess it's just PMS!! Boo!!! So we'll see when AF gets here.....

Getting impatient

Okay, so any TTCer that's been at it for awhile, or even just at it, has probably had the urge to start testing as soon as you ovulate and even though it's just going to be negative, it's still that impatient urge to do a test.....that's me right now!! I don't want to get my hopes up b/c I know there's not much chance this month that we could be pregnant, but there is a slight chance and that's got me wanting to test!! I've got 3 internet cheapies still from a few months ago, but I know there's no point in testing.....trying to be patient, but it's hard!! I've still got 5 more days or so until AF is due. The cool thing would be if we did get pregnant this cycle, we'd have a due date near Halloween and near my nephew's birthday! No obsessing this time though!! Gotta keep telling myself that. We both decided that for real, we are going to start trying harder next month. We'll never get pregnant if we're not having sex, so we need to work on that! LOL!

So Here's an Update

Haven't updated, so here we go. I'm in the two week wait right now....meaning I'm waiting for AF to get here, or not get here, which would be great! We didn't really try too hard this month, not obsessing over things, just kind of taking it easy! We'll find out though next weekend or so if I'm pregnant or not! Just keeping busy with trying to eat better and exercise more and not focusing on TTC.....I'll post another update at the end of next week!